January 2011
if you ever come back
I’ll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back if you ever come back
There’ll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back
There’ll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There’ll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back if you ever come back now
Oh if you...
hi.
(something before i leave, and all is put behind)
i wrote u a letter. re-wrote it for th fifteenth time. crushed up after th first few sentences. idk how and what t begin with. i wasn’t gna give it t u. i am nt gna give it t u. i just.. am lost. didn’t knw what else t do t reach out t u. writing helps. like therapy. it’s therapeutic. but it’s pointless i knw. nth works...
9:20pm rant
th day u left, this pain is th only reminder i have that tells me u were real although now it may have seemed like u nvr existed. i was able t get over one lost and regain what it was like in another. in a whole new different way, as a whole new different person, in a whole new different light. but u didn’t believe. u chose t walk away. and i had t go convince myself tt this was a vision of...
5:11am rant
if you sought after love that is safe, you will nvr know what is love.
10:00pm
such a distant memory. but i can recall every bit of. we fool arnd, your friends, th laughters, th fun, th jokes, th teasing.. so happy. it makes me smile. Our crazy escapades. i knw this may seem across as a silly flashback on my part but i did had my great times which regret would’ve been non existent t me. moments whr i wished i could pause forever. or at least put on replay. but clearly...
Lourdes Hernández
here you guys. you'll love it (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7heIA4te5JY&feature=artist&playnext=1&list=AV4oVf-d_DwKANYZvEBdA9DaQFLe2ynjQm
i hate waking up. i hate sleeping. it’s no longer th morning or night crap i’ve realized. from th very moment i open my eyes and regain my consciousness, till th very end of my last dried up teardrop smeared on th outer layer of my dead skin. it’s th sting of memories tt surges through my chest w dynamism tt at many times i had t take intervals t snap myself out so that i...
4pm rant
choking on words. choking on self expressions. choking on th truth.
thr’s th cover up, thr’s th shied of shame, okay nt rly shame but more of th bruises. th bleeding, th antagonization. tumblr and i made a vow t keep our secrets w authenticity and explicitness. because when we meet, it’s like th entire world shuts down and thr left th two of us in embrace within th midst of...
Nick and norah's infinite playlist
Norah: There’s this part of Judaism that I like. Tikun Olam. It said that the world is broken into pieces and everyone has to find them and put them back together.
Nick: Maybe we don’t have to find it. Maybe we are the pieces.
Norah: Nick? I’m coming in…
almost it seemed, outta nowhere, a greek goddess...
to better days ahead
4:32am
life and it’s teases. All thr is t do is just smile (:
wet hair, glasses, book, tumblr, russian red on itunes, black monologue, sketches. spending my nights almost everyday like this.
4:15am
w th company of mom’s yummy homemade cookies, i’m reading on astrology and it’s mystical insights. too much t absorb and yet almost like u can’t get enuff of. i’m wearing out so nights like these cannot get any more sinful.. for th kilos and th overbearing information on your zodiac sign. however, due t my circumstance.. it is productive nonetheless. th cure, th...
2:30am
I have a v bad feeling tonight. I rly don’t like this..
12:47am
Virgo and Aries:
They will communicate well and understand one another instantly. Aries will adore Virgo intelligence. Virgo will want to immediately seduce Aries. Attraction heats up quickly and a romantic relationship could follow. Virgo is a huge turn on for sexually intense Aries. Sexual and romantic compatibility will be mutually satisfying. Family matters and loyalty will keep these two...
cannot get enuff
wuv my sundays
haha! “breast cancer”, inside joke.
1:03am
Throwing in th white flag.
SNIFF SNIFF
12:25am
Before my slp ^^
Relationships are like drugs, they either kill...
i would personally prefer th latter but shurgs :/
th moon that 9t
avocado smoothie
so in love..
aww thank you cgoh (:
4:06am
oh gawd i’m so craving for you..
love th lights when rly it’s just a bad shot taken on my part.
hehe cupcake w dilated eyes!! kewtsssyyy
my 9ts are th best like this
when best just created fs and her two idiots were th first t spam ^^
2:16am convo w best
what to wear for tmr. lol
12:00am
okay th time i was talking about, has arrived. i realized. noticed. a similar. a familiar pattern. they are no longer concrete. they are excuses. they are empty. i am empty. you’ve emptied me. and it hurts. it does. like i’ve been treated like dirt. rebound. substitute. it’s all i can think of. i thought of u as finally. as happy. contented. more than anything else i could ever...
11:42pm
shattered.
6fuckin'am rant
i love you. because u are abruptly different, profoundly weird, a far cry from being sane and devastatingly difficult. this makes you glow brighter than any astronomical stars, shine like th sun nvr existed and shimmer beyond a kaleidoscope. this is what’s keeping u close. closer than ever before. this is what makes it hard. harder than i’ve ever felt before. it’s terrifying. u r...